19th nov O level finish!!! the thought of it makes me sooo excited, and now, im getting high over it!! oh no... can't study anymore, alright, whatever, i shall cease studying, O fail then fail ah! hahaha, alright, im getting proud here.. nono! i must tone down such attitude, though leaving a little would do me good. Hmmz... what more shall i speak? What exactly are my plans after the O level? Hmmz.. alright... let me see... get a hair-cut? Buy clothing? Go find a sport? go out everyday with friends! hahaha that was will fabulously fun!!

This message is specially to everyone viewing this blog:

Thank you for your support, i really appreciatiate your wondrous support! Continue to support me! hahaha, and also, pls tag my tagboard ok?? it's so dull and sulken to see my tagboard so bored. It's not alive!!! alright, im lame... i know... that's y i am the QUEEN OF ALASKA!!! i mean, that's what everyone calls me.. im so sad about it. Why can't any one bring some fire into me? Opps... im lame again.. hahaha.

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Hmmz... i know readers loves long long blog, so that it will evoke the interest in them. So, i shall abide to their wishes. Hmmz.. i believe as i write this blog, CARENE TAN, which is ME, will also be reading it enthusiastically, am i right, CARENE?? hahahahahaha. OH OH! i really look forward in seeing how much shit can i churn out in a blog!! hahaha, i sound mad, crazy, i know, ppl out there, Andy, Cindy, Wendy, Perry, Huili, Chewjing etc, you would have suspect if i'm possessed right now, but no! i'm not, im just insane... But probably no one would be reading this too, as tml formally begins the Olevel examinations... starting with Chinese, which i did not have to take, *Heng*.

Hmmz... what else shall i add to crazify the atmosphere? Alright... i. shal... .. ... .. i do not know what i want to do. Even as i type this entry, i read, right CARENE? hahahaha, im nuts, real nuts, real total nuts, real total absurd nuts, real total absurdly crazy nuts, real total absurdly crazy stupid nuts. Haiz, what has happen to me?? a big blow to my life? no!! i can take all blows as if it were just a little fart. hahahaha, im kidding im perfectly alright, ppl out there, dun be taken in by this entry, queens need to vent their feelings once in a while, understooded??


MUCH THANKS TO CARENE, MYSELF, FOR LETTING MYSELF WRITE THIS ENTRY!!

There i go again... crazy little me....see ya guys!

Fly. because i want to.
10:58 PM

just cant concentrate and focus on sundays..

Fly. because i want to.
10:40 PM

gotten addicted to champions lately. its a show tt's got a lot of ' dong gan'. its great!
its nice to have sth diff from those sorrow, dramatic family drama serials that mediacorp always show on tv.

Os is approaching. everyone's busy revising. cant believe mpl is actually filled with students mugging for their Os. the thrid level was invaded by students, we've got no choice but to study on the ground floor. its rather disturbing and distracting to have children crying, running around and starbucks' blender blending. Starbucks is another distraction. i could hardly resist coffee and biscotti. yum yum.

its almost impossible to study at home, with siblings finishing their exams and partying. pp in my family had caught the 'watching-vcd-virus'. i wanna watch too!!!... but i cant. i just got to wake up earlier than any of them to study. I'm more of a morning person, thus its more productive if i study in the morning.

despite of the stress coming from all the studyg, i'm glad i manage to make time for some sports too! it was really fun playg squash with py. initially, we were like two idiots taking turns to pick balls. however, after much practise, we actually managed to rally! haha. waking up the next day with muscle ache. will continue this sport after Os.
went roller blading with gin on wed. it was tiring but fulfilling. we managed to update each other with events going on around our lives. It a blessing to have such a great sis!
ginger: take care of urself and dun overwork!

ok. bedtime bell ringing.

Fly. because i want to.
11:10 PM

wad i hated most is when people start touching my stuffs without my permission. Cant feel much sense of privacy.
i dun like to have too much changes around me. i need time to adapt. i like things to remain as wad it is.

Fly. because i want to.
10:46 PM

Where there is pain,
I wish you peace and mercy.
Where there is self-doubting,
I wish you a renewed confidence in your ability to work through it.
Where there is tiredness, or exhaustion,
I wish you understanding, patience, and renewed strength.
Where there is fear,
I wish you love, and courage.

Fly. because i want to.
10:17 PM

it graduation todae. lots of memories went thru my mind BUT... yi qie jing zai bu yan zhong.

Fly. because i want to.
7:42 PM

somehow things just weren't the same anymore. presence become redundant. materials seemed to be wasted on ***. money seemed to be thrown away when given to ***. nothing stayed or linger...
sometimes, things just dun go ur way. like when u're not waiting for sth, it seemed to be appearing more than it shld. But when u're in need of sth, it just didn't come. so cherish. cherish everything u own. cherish everything tt stayed in ur hand or touch even if its for a second

Fly. because i want to.
7:02 PM

cant believe tt actually happen! i'm so so so so so disappointed in him. how could he do this?
i did my part and even more than wad i actually should, in return? NO thanks, no gratitude. Instead, i was blamed.
i would see to such things liao
it scarred me.
blamed and accused of sth i din do.
Unfair!!

Fly. because i want to.
10:00 PM

the stressest thing bout exams is not when u're sitting for the paper but when u're preparing for it. Memorising. note taking. practising..

gonna eliminate all these distractions ard me. tv, com, are BIG NONO~
no msn. no blogging. no more slackg

pp! wish me luck.

Fly. because i want to.
11:32 PM