Friday, October 06, 2006

ytd was a tiring day. maybe its the weather, maybe its my mood. i was so so sleepy. reached home around 3 plus and slpt all the way till 7 plus almost 8. woke up for dinner, watched tv and went back to slp again all the way till the nxt day.

my timetable for this sem is....... good/bad? depends on how u look at it. i start at 8 almost every day except tues but end early too, either at 12 or 3.
been swimming alot cos i end early on most of the days and badly need a tan on my fair fair skin, looks a little pale and screaming for vitamin D.
karthi's been a gd pal accompanying me for all the swimming sessions. haha, but i dun think he did it for the tan, cos he's got spf 500(jackie once said that, it was hilarious) protecting him from all the harmful ultraviolet rays.
made it a point to swim at least 10 laps each time.it usually ended cos we're both hungry though karthi always says im the one who demoralise him by suggesting lunch.

climbing was brought to a low low low season. as expected i haven been climbing for some time. so i dragged myself to climbasia on wed, after a swim in the afternoon, followed by a movie "Rob-B-hood" with karthi. climbed with winson and sue, winson had to leave earlier. climb was terrible! horrible! ive lost all my finger strength, dynamic power, locking strength. the few most crucial components of climbing. as usual, my mental was WEAK, i mean real weak.
like wad karthi observed, i have this natural instinct of falling each time i grab the tile, therefore sub-consciously, when ever i hold the tile, my hand would naturally open up, leading to the fall. easy to say, but how am i gonna overcome this bad habit? not easy...
around me,i see people improving speedily, like my juniors, some of them are getting really good. in terms of strength, i think they are alrdy above me. what happened to what some of us agreed on when we were preparing for our competition? train hard and get into open category in a yr's time. i guess, among us girls, jinli is the only one who has obtained this goal, really proud of her. whereas for me, i'm been declining in both my ability and attendance in climbing.
before wan went into army, i would still be climbing rather often as we would spend most of our time climbing. but nw, i lack the motivation, and desire to step into the rockgym. rockgym has since turned into some plc that i hardly enter except for helping the black guy to take his trunks and float.
like i told karthi, the atmosphere in rockgym has since changed from the first yr we enter and nw.
last yr, the atmosphere and passion of climbing filled the rock gym, with fascinating seniors showing routes, guiding us through our climbing training and looking at them attempting unbelievable routes.
nw, no offense to anyone but i think it has turn into a dusty playground where people show off their limited skills, mediocore strength, cockiness and undesirable attitude.
my passion to climbing is diminishing as i dun have the fire that i once had in me.
despite all these, im still on my way of discovering the core to climbing.
its nt just a sport. it means life to some hard core climbers. like some of them would say, they live for climbing, and they would die if they dun climb.

sch work is getting tougher as each sem progress.but im still surviving it. hope i could survive THRough the 1.5 yrs more.

all the best to all my friends who are taking their As.
=)


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