went to climb today. felt great man!
my great doesnt refer to my climb. but its the feeling of climbing, touching the tiles again, doing drop knee, locking, sit in blah blah blah. marvellous.
my climb nw is really rocky to the extend that i might be even rusty. but!
i think its the mentality that is gona pull me out from this shit.
all i have to do now is train harder.
yes, i do feel demoralised, beaten. but i try to psycho myself. psyche myself up!
go! carene! u can do it!

even wan say im livelier today. haha

gona get new climbing shoes. im buying fiveten anazasi slipper again. yes, boring, but it suits me. i love this shoe and since its serving its duty well, why shld i change it? my current shoe is in a rather bad state. the cover of the left side is torn and the right one has a hole underneath. bad bad bad. my want of buying a rockshoe has transformed into a need. hahaha

Fly. because i want to.
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